Law of Polarity

Today I came across this wonderful site about abundance and manifestation like the book "The Secret." This is the link to her site if you'd like to check it out: Universal Laws Of Manifestation
She spoke about the law of polarity. The video explains how everything has 2 parts to it, like hot and cold, light and dark, etc.. so a notebook is actually 2 things because it is the physical notebook and the lack of notebook at the same time. If you`re confused I suggest you check out the video link above. She goes on to say that each person has the physical form and actions they take are physical, and they have the internal energetic and spiritual forms. So you`ve got to get in alignment with both. If you are just busy active but not internal and aligned you will do well but you will have to work harder than if you flowed with the alignment of the other half of yourself, the inner spiritual. Also if you are only focusing on your inner self and meditating and not taking action you will feel great but also not be succeeding on a physical level. You must use them together. This is obvious but until I listened to this it never really clicked that way. So here`s my action steps toward abundance:

Internal: Focus on positive sides of things example; money. Instead of feeling bad and the lack side of money, i am shifting my focus to the feel good side of money. How am I going to do that? I am thinking of how i feel when I have an abundance of money because that is what I will manifest when I am emitting the abundance energy rather than the lack energy- which explains why I have been manifesting lack!!

External: After I have this internal focus I will act upon that action, for example if I have a great feeling about money I am feeling so much better about money so in order to get more Im going to act so much differently tha if money was repellant and stressful to me.

Dream Catchers

Some of the Creations I've made!

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Hey there,
Today is a cloudy Wednesday, I cant believe its already April 17th, where does the time go!
I often forget to be positive lately. So instead of write all the crap id like to write about Im gonna write about all the good things in my life;
I can make beautiful dream catchers, I am fit (mostly), I have an amazing boyfriend I love very much who loves me very much, My family cares about me, I have had a lot of free time lately, I love my kitty and she is adorable, I am not a slave, I am treated well, I live at home for free, I have food and clean water, My body has functioning legs and arms etc..., I am smart, I am pretty, I am unique (no one else will ever be me!), I keep trying, I believe in more and better and try (not as much as i wish i did), I am driven somewhere deep inside and that keeps me going even though I feel stuck right now, I have tons of dreams and aspirations  I have a chronic disease but I keep moving anyways, I am in pain everyday but I do my best to ignore it, I push myself even when Im scared or feel like I can't do it, I am kind and caring, I care for all, I love life, I appreciate simple little things, I love myself, I love my angels and guides, I love the life I have, I love that if I want anything I have to work for it.
Wow, now that made me feel so much better!

5am blues

Its 5 am and I havent slept yet, which explains why Im all emotional and crying. These are always the best times to write. I miss home. wherever that is. I left my hometown, I have a dark tainted image of that place in my head. I thought I could make something better of myself, be free, show them all they were wrong. But, now I feel like Im done running, you know? I want to curl up with my Mom, like when I was little. I want to get pissed drunk and high around a bonfire and just be.
The Life of Anise Reimer, What a mess! A beautiful mess. Ups and downs, frazzled and unwound. I feel stuck. I`ve lost momentum. I`m not moving forward anymore. Do I even have a support system? I mean of course I do, but it feels like its a support beam. Not a system that works together and catches me. Its not up to others to support me.

Venting and brainstorming: Seniors helper

Hey there blank page, mind if I vent a little?
Today started out pretty shitty, I thought I`d have a bit of cash from the Government in the form of my GST cheque but, (sigh) Mastercard decided to eat it all. How lovely. And it was all in overlimit fees so its not like I actually get anything out of it, other than a paid-up-to-the-limit credit card.
Then I thought my boyfriend would get paid, and possibly his tax return which hes waited 3 weeks for. But no, H&R Block ate his entire tax return in their fees! Not only did he not get money but he still owes them! Of course his boss didnt have his info to write a check and kept claiming he`d call back, for 8 hours we waited and got dicked around. I don`t even want to get into the details, but finally at 10:30 pm the universe let a blimp of light through and he finally gave him the cheque. Too late to cash it but at least now he`s got it.
While we waited we did get Maui ribs, mashed potatoes and red wine. As well as a really nice visit with my sister and Aunt and Dad. So that I`ll admit was really nice. Theres the grain of sugar in the salt shaker that was today. Homer Simpson actually came up with that line! Or well the writers who put their words in Homers mouth.
I`m still struggling to find a job in this city. I`m desperate now. I don`t care if I`d only make 10 an hour, it`d be better than the 0 an hour I`m making now. No amount of online surveys is going to make a difference. 0.50$ a survey is such a waste of time. I`m trying to come up with creative ways of solving peoples problems to make money. I had an idea to find elders that need a hand with grocery shopping and errands, that could be fun and rewarding. Im just not sure too many elders would have money to pay me. But there are some wealthy or at least well enough off elders so it may work, I just don`t know how to get to them. Maybe a seniors center would let me advertise there, or I could probably put up a sign in the parking lot of a seniors home. Maybe a bingo hall too. Hmm, where do elders go? Maybe I should stand outside a grocery store and help them load their cars and then give them a little info about me. Maybe they have friends too, that could use my services. I could garden for them, and clean, and maybe even help them with computers and stuff. I`m not a pro but to some older people I am! I could walk their dogs, help pay bills, and all those random things they`d rather not do. In the process, I`d probably meet some really cool people.
It would also be nice to get paid cash after work. Not to sound greedy, but hey, I really need to pay bills, save, and have a little spending cash.
One thing I probably wouldn`t be able to do is advertise online, cuz this target market on the average isnt computer savy. And I can`t really see myself waiting outside a grocery store. But signs at seniors centers and bingo halls may be a good start. I could say something like...
Need a helping hand? Does grocery shopping take too much out of you? Does your dog get enough exercise? want to learn how to use a computer? Want to know that someone who cares is there to help you? I am a young woman looking for you! I`d like to help, whether it be a weedless garden, help with paying bills, or a nice home-cooked meal...
I like this idea. I think it could really be successful. And its something I want to do, I want to help.